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I don't know if it's a mental tiredness or a physical tiredness but I do know they are both closely related and either one can easily affect the other. I have had a tiredness upon me this last while which I have a feeling is a combination of both . There are several factors at play and I am trying to decide whether to write about it or not. If I do, how do I do it. And if I don't, how do I credibly write my blog around the realities.
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First you forget names, then you forget faces. Then you forget to pull up your zipper but it's worse when you forget to pull it down.
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Take your time and do what's right for you.
ReplyDeleteDo what you can and what makes sense for you.
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ReplyDeleteGood luck with figuring this out it is not a fun place to be in. Was there many many years ago, then decided I don't like this feeling and somehow not sure how but decided that I need to think positive thoughts and put a smile on my face everyday whether I want to or not, has worked quite well for me over the last 30 plus years. But then again thats me.
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ReplyDeleteYou are in mourning. The loss you are mourning is the perceived end of travels. I don't know everything but I feel Maybe there are personal things beyond your and Kelly's control. A small class c might make you feel better just by being in the yard. Knowing you can pick up and go at a moment's notice. Shorter Adventures.
Al, I’m no doctor, but I’m sure a visit to your general doctor can write you a prescription to help on those difficult days. Antidepressants when used as prescribed will chase away those blues. Just a thought.
ReplyDeleteI hope you realize how many people you help by sharing your "realities."
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Do whatever feels right for you!!!
ReplyDeleteAmen to what Mark said. I also agree that the idea that maybe your travels are over is a real downer.
ReplyDeleteAlso, Al being Al. You are ALWAYS so direct and honest with us. Now you are wondering if you should share something(s) with us. The problem for you is, how do you pretend nothing is bothering you when something IS bothering you. Faking fair weather when it’s pouring is not something you are inclined to do. That’s part of who you are, Al. And part of the reason you are so treasured. Do what seems right to you. That’s all anybody could ask.
Trying to tell something... I'm praying its not what I think.
ReplyDeleteI can relate to George (Awesome Travels). For me, seventy was the beginning. The image in the mirror suddenly seemed different. The downward slide had begun with a vengeance. At 76, it continues. Can't do anything about the health and physical changes, but I can deliberately think positive about my surroundings, the same as you do, Al, proven by your beautiful pictures of what you see. You are doing the best you can. Nobody guaranteed only good days. Anyway, the alternative is a bitch, and I am going to ignore that for as long as I can.
ReplyDeleteP.S. The class C (and B) would be my downer ;-)
You are who you are. We all have bumps and humps in our lives to which we have to figure out how to adjust to. Each day is unique and all we can do is what we can to live that day to the fullest. I have lived by this expression for several years now: thoughts are things.
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ReplyDeleteMy wife and I have a Class-C Jamboree 26Q, it doesn't have slide outs, When we bought it that was all that we could afford. We haven't used it in almost 3 years, due to health issues. We have in that time period put new AGM Battery's in it had the Generator repaired, had the roof repaired and maybe in the next few months we are going to get in and go somewhere, even if it's just to our local KOA or Elks Lodge. Al don't worry about it, enjoy life, take all the pictures you can and post them. You will never know how much enjoyment people get from just looking at your posts and photo's. I will say this I wish I had the talent and patience to write a blog. And still battle that squirrel . Have a great day, go to Walmart and buy a can of Tim Norton coffee so you can make your own coffee. Hope Kelly has a safe trip to see her mother. If my mother were still alive she would be in her late 90's and if my father were still alive he would be next month he would be 102. Wow. Take care and don't you and Pheebs get into any trouble while Moma is out of town.
Life isn't all sunshine and roses and you have always been honest with your readers and how you feel. It is wonderful to wake up and say 'today I'm going to be positive' but it is naturally better to actually FEEL that way. Whether you share or not, I hope you find enough happy places to continue writing and I think looking into Pheebs eyes just might be enough. We love your pictures and they also are worth posting. Hope Kelly has a good trip to see Mom.
ReplyDeleteChanges are always hard. You have to do what is right for you. But know that you are an inspiration to many with your writing and photos. Your morning rides with Phees, trips to town, weather report, wildlife antics, and all your beautiful pic are all very interesting and comforting to me.
ReplyDeleteAl, I was going to say what everyone else has already said - there DONE. But like Terry said, things changed during my early 70's - true realizations that are hard but eventually being acceptable and other activities start creeping in. I too am hoping to do part of the "just one more time" list (not bucket list) - that is one of the things that keeps me going. Your blogging and photos are what keeps us going and keep us coming back because you are us only with a talent we wish we had.
ReplyDeleteAl, I appreciate your honesty, so do what you feel is best for you. I'm not expecting every post to be sunshine and roses......life isn't like that. Just know a lot of us think of you everyday and wish you and Kelly only the best.
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ReplyDeleteBattling depression like you have done for so long is exhausting and I'm sure it must take a physical toll as well as an emotional one. You've shared with us that the blog has been a good outlet for you and we've certainly all appreciated your candor over the years. Many of us can relate to the roller coaster :-) Follow your heart, do what feels right for you.
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